Log: Nov. 26, xxx4: Breakdown

Gethspara called me on my comm to see how I was. I don't understand why... but I spilled over uncontrollably. Crying and talking. Telling him about my discovery of the ruins, the hunters, me friend's death, my parents' death, Brem, the hunters and the sarlaac yesterday.

I think I had a breakdown.

He came to my side right away. When I was feeling more coherent, he offered to teach me to defend myself.

I have begun to learn to use a carbine gun. It is like a rifle, but smaller and more powerful. He gave me his old CDEF carbine called Noisy Cricket.