*Personal Log: December 19, xxx4*
My regularity of keeping this journal has not gone well over the recent day. I have been in and out of testing and experiments. It is fascinating and frustrating at the same time. Even though I am distracted at times with thoughts of Brem and the whispering in my mind. I am getting used to the whispering. And... well... I enjoy being distracted by thoughts of Brem. *smile*
I was thinking of Life Day again. And of my health. And of what to tell Brem. For the moment, the prognosis is really not good. I am at risk of organ failure withing the next few days. They want to put me into stasis till they can work out a solution, but I want to spend my time with Brem.
The doctor let me out of the private lab today to see Brem. I must tell him the situation. I know he can feel it. I can feel that he feels it... and worries.
Met with Brem and we went to see if a rumor was true about there being a Life Tree in Cirt of Rage on Tattooine. We arrived at the city to a wonderous sight of an AT-AT!! We then saw the tree. The tree was incredible. Tall and vibrant with a spiraling scaffolding to climb. I fell off at some point, but was only bruised and with my excitement didn't even notice as I climbed again. The view... OH the view. You could see across the whole city! One day the Temple should get a city built behind it, and then set up a tree like that.
Some guy, Ike'Turner, faced off with Brem claiming that Maxell hired him to hunt and kill Brem. But that request was like 2 weeks old. This guy must not be a very good hunter to have taken so long. Maxell has since dealt with Brem differently and has Brem under his command. The guy left warning us that there are 4 others that are after him still. Brem will take it up with Maxell.
We then headed to the Temple. Wow. Scar'let started decorating it. I am so glad. It was nice to sit by the brazier. There I sat and talked with Brem. I explained my health situation and that... that I may not have long to live. I think he understood. We cried. I love him so much, I do not want to leave him. My spirit, I know, will always be with him.
Brem, I will always love you. My spirit will always be with you.
My love is deeper that deep space and more expansive that the entire galaxy.
My love is forever.
When you feel lost and alone, my spirit will warmly embrace you and soothe your soul.
Remember our times together in the Library. Remember Life Day. Remember giggling. *tilts head, smiles, scrunches her nose and giggles*
Remember...
I love you Brem. Always and Forever.
I was thinking of Life Day again. And of my health. And of what to tell Brem. For the moment, the prognosis is really not good. I am at risk of organ failure withing the next few days. They want to put me into stasis till they can work out a solution, but I want to spend my time with Brem.
The doctor let me out of the private lab today to see Brem. I must tell him the situation. I know he can feel it. I can feel that he feels it... and worries.
Met with Brem and we went to see if a rumor was true about there being a Life Tree in Cirt of Rage on Tattooine. We arrived at the city to a wonderous sight of an AT-AT!! We then saw the tree. The tree was incredible. Tall and vibrant with a spiraling scaffolding to climb. I fell off at some point, but was only bruised and with my excitement didn't even notice as I climbed again. The view... OH the view. You could see across the whole city! One day the Temple should get a city built behind it, and then set up a tree like that.
Some guy, Ike'Turner, faced off with Brem claiming that Maxell hired him to hunt and kill Brem. But that request was like 2 weeks old. This guy must not be a very good hunter to have taken so long. Maxell has since dealt with Brem differently and has Brem under his command. The guy left warning us that there are 4 others that are after him still. Brem will take it up with Maxell.
We then headed to the Temple. Wow. Scar'let started decorating it. I am so glad. It was nice to sit by the brazier. There I sat and talked with Brem. I explained my health situation and that... that I may not have long to live. I think he understood. We cried. I love him so much, I do not want to leave him. My spirit, I know, will always be with him.
Brem, I will always love you. My spirit will always be with you.
My love is deeper that deep space and more expansive that the entire galaxy.
My love is forever.
When you feel lost and alone, my spirit will warmly embrace you and soothe your soul.
Remember our times together in the Library. Remember Life Day. Remember giggling. *tilts head, smiles, scrunches her nose and giggles*
Remember...
I love you Brem. Always and Forever.
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