Log: Dec. 28,xxx4: trial & error
I met with Brem today. I was intent on getting things sorted out and started on these rites. I explained it all to Brem and how it would be good for him to experience them, but also how he will be challenged to be the stable anchor at the same time for the other two. Not an easy task. Not with two ferals. I told him of the findings I had of the tai'shan bio-chem in Deomo. And how Brem may need to do what he can to keep Deomo from interfering with Scar'let's second challenge. Then Brem told me of Aico. How this man has been twisting perceptions, playing mind-games, planting seeds of doubt in everyone's minds. *curses*
Then, suddenly Deomo pulled out! He and Maxell exchanged heated words. *curses under her breath*
Fine. His choice. His loss. Fine... Let Aico win. I do not have the time or energy to waste on Deomo. I gave him what knowledge I could to help him. I advised him as best I could and offered him an opportunity. I am sad to see him back out. But I just do not have the energy to fight that battle. So I told him of the rest of my findings, to prepare him for what he will feel from Scar'let during the rites... hoping and insisting that he stay out and not interfere no matter what she experiences. I know he was shocked. I am sure he will go somewhere to hunt and mull it all over. Maybe he will sort himself out. Maybe not. Rught now, I need to focus on Brem and Scar'let.
I arranged to have several packs of the meds made for me to take with me to the Temple. I also arranged for the instructions so I can get these to Avios, Maxell's son (who is a bio-engineer) to do this, to make them. I have to be alert and well for this. I am doing what I can to prepare Maxell to act as priest for these rites. I have to lend my knowledge and support. These rites need to happen. Zabrak, more than any species, need these rites. So I do this for Brem, my beloved.
I took my next dose, intending on being well and alert to travel to the temple later in the evening. Unfortunately, I was wiped. I slept right through the evening. DAMMIT! *oops* I woke this morning to hear that little was accomplished anywhays. I will try smaller doses today, more frequently.
Tonight.
The Rites begin tonight.
Then, suddenly Deomo pulled out! He and Maxell exchanged heated words. *curses under her breath*
Fine. His choice. His loss. Fine... Let Aico win. I do not have the time or energy to waste on Deomo. I gave him what knowledge I could to help him. I advised him as best I could and offered him an opportunity. I am sad to see him back out. But I just do not have the energy to fight that battle. So I told him of the rest of my findings, to prepare him for what he will feel from Scar'let during the rites... hoping and insisting that he stay out and not interfere no matter what she experiences. I know he was shocked. I am sure he will go somewhere to hunt and mull it all over. Maybe he will sort himself out. Maybe not. Rught now, I need to focus on Brem and Scar'let.
I arranged to have several packs of the meds made for me to take with me to the Temple. I also arranged for the instructions so I can get these to Avios, Maxell's son (who is a bio-engineer) to do this, to make them. I have to be alert and well for this. I am doing what I can to prepare Maxell to act as priest for these rites. I have to lend my knowledge and support. These rites need to happen. Zabrak, more than any species, need these rites. So I do this for Brem, my beloved.
I took my next dose, intending on being well and alert to travel to the temple later in the evening. Unfortunately, I was wiped. I slept right through the evening. DAMMIT! *oops* I woke this morning to hear that little was accomplished anywhays. I will try smaller doses today, more frequently.
Tonight.
The Rites begin tonight.
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