One Leave for Ritual

Thing have been unstable with me. The med we developed no longer helps me. We have not been able to develop another.

I feel pulled two ways. Brem and somewhere else.

I mis Brem. I have not heard from him in some time. He feels so very very distant. I feel so very very distant.

The specialist did not want to grant me leave, but I managed to get a short leave to go to the temple blessing ritual. It was lovely. I lit a candle for Brem and set it near the Life Day Orb in the temple. I hoped I would see him there. But, He wasn't. I pray he is well.

Brem.
I will always be with you in spirit to strengthen you and light your way. And when you feel alone, my arms will embrace your soul and love you.